no title… (again)

so, i’ve been like this. for the past 4-5 years i guess… no direction, nothing. after i dropped out of high school because of boredom. and then, i took some exam called “Accreditation and Equivalency test” i forgot when. what i knew was, if i ever passed that test. i could get myself in to college. although for vocational courses only. that’s how i knew things. luckily i passed it, first i saw my name on a PDF file posted on the website of DepEd. then a few months after, i got my certificate. (the one who endorsed me to the test gave me my so-called “diploma”)

so, ako… sa paniniwalang vocational course lang ako eligible. eh hindi na nagtangkang maginquire kung tatanggapin ba nila ako sa kanilang paaralan… siguro sa takot na rin na mapahiya, ma-turn down, or… baka parang ayoko lang talaga. so i waited for the PEP test. of which i failed. then, may nagsabi sa akin na parang leveling lang siya. err…. everybody says different things. i know both of them are from the department of education. i just don’t know what to believe anymore… oh well papel.